This heart bears no harm to anyone,
so why does it feel the pain?
The pain of love, The pain of lust,
The pain of wanting something
That seems so far out of reach.
I just want to feel the Love,
The one true feeling of being "in" love,
The need to feel the wanting the caring,
The love for me, as me.
No one else.
Don't mold me into something you think I am
Don't make me feel what you want me to feel
Let me do these as I can..
as I want.. as I will.
Take me as I am, not as you want me to be
For you will get what I am, and nothing more
There is more, but learning together
Is the Special thing about Love.
~~Susan ( Tabi ) 9-12-98
AND THIS ONE TOO!!
I know there is a hill to climb,
one higher then I've been,
One Special place for me
to shine, so brilliantly.
I want to climb this hill alone,
to see what I can see,
I need to see what's at the top,
waiting there for me.
I need to reach the top of it,
to take in all the view,
if it has a place for me,
or has a place for you.
This need to be on top,
means that I want to be,
someone Special in my life,
not for you, but me.
~~~~~I wrote this a couple years ago when going
some hard times, but all in
all.... it's what I still feel in my heart..
Hope you enjoy it..
Tabi aka Susan